| Friday, August 31, 2007 |
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I once think, If I die, will it beneficial to everyone?? Now I can loudly say, it will…. If I die, I won’t burden my parents.. They will not have to spend a penny on me anymore…. If I die, I will not make my sisters squeeze their head out, Thinking solutions to help me out… If I die, my nephews will be happy… They will have less one people to snatch their food off… If I die, I will benefit my lecturers, They can mark one paper less and not to have headache on another student… If I die, my friends would be happy… Because they’ll have more space to save other things when I’m off their memories… If I die, I will benefit the earth… When my body decays, I will provide nutrients to the earth… When I provide nutrients to the earth, The nutrient grows a beautiful thing… And by this, I contribute to the world again…. If I die……
~Kent Loong @11:25 PM
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| Tuesday, August 28, 2007 |
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Sharing is caring. Once, someone told me this. Once, we had someone who just shuts herself up. And never really opens up what she thinks inside. *erm is that true? i dunno* Oh. I understand the fact well enough to repeat it with my eyes closed. I understand the fact. The bare fact that : we all have moved on, stringing hard, holding tight to whatever that is keeping us together. I sometimes wonder, do the years count in making a friendship worth? Or is it the obstacles that we went through together? Or is it the hours that we spent on the phone, talking, babbling, yapping on whatever we may think of? You see. I truly do not understand how all this works. I really do not. I wonder. A lot. Who will be there to back me up when I'm in trouble? Who'll be there to watch out for me? Is it the girl next door? Or the boy across the street? Or is it the girl who I'd known for almost 90% of my life span on Earth? I seriously have no idea. We all know this 'Hi-Bye' friends. We got this kind of friends, and we are this kind of friends to some other people. Even to the people you know most of your live. Seriously. Sometimes we want to make a change. But can you really step above that line and move forward? You don't really feel safe after that. Never again. What about a new environment? All of a sudden, less than a month, you get brushed up by your feet, you move to somewhere new with a whole bunch of people you never know. Then you develop new relationships with other people. But you never really feel that you are in the right place. Like something is missing. And then, you hide. You'll just become that guy opposite your room who always sit in front of his computer and banging his mouse. Or you'll be that girl next door who always talk on the phone in the middle of the night and watching dramas like she never receive any assignments or homeworks, nor does it looks like she needs to study. And then, the last part, where we get desperate. We get desperate for the things that make us feel comfortable. The things that make us feel right. That is when, "the stringing hard, holding tight" part comes in. We try to catch up every time we come back. We go out for hours talking and talking. But then, in the end of the day, you don't feel any differences. You still feel lonely, sad and still lonely. Things do not change. WE are the ones who changed. We are the ones who'll make a difference in our lives. So be it. Take a risk once in awhile. oh what the hell am i crapping here. and when are you guys gonna update a lil bit?
~Karuna @7:25 PM
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| Saturday, August 18, 2007 |
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Moody season again? is it the moody season striking again? Relationship problems, friendships... Sometimes we all are drifting away from each other. is it the time factor and our studies? Sometimes we are just too occupied... I'm worried. worried. Sometimes I just feel like I didn't do my best. I just feel guilty. I try to be my best. Try to be there for anyone who needs my help. Don't worry. I'll try to be there whenever I'm needed. Even though I can't be much help. I'll try try try. try my best. Don't be sad.. [ esp to 3 people. two of them wouldn't read this. but haha.. lL i know who you were talking bout.. me right... sorry ya... ]
~Karuna @4:48 AM
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| Wednesday, August 15, 2007 |
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swwwtt....... there u karuna ang..know la ur exam is over!! 4 subjects only..some more so clever.. close two eyes also can get A+ right.... can relax d lar.... u wait la...i got one more paper... den....my turn to relax ya! last saturday "MORNING" about 2.30am..one sha ppoo said she's bored so one kind and good fren of her accompany her go out jalan-jalan since sha poo's bf not around...=] walk around...den sha poo suddenly wan go 7-eleven.. she suddenly ask... ' 7-eleven still open ka?? ' lolz....XD
~linlye^ @5:30 PM
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Soaring high in the sky. I... I... I.... can relax already!! Going to Sungei Wang later around 12pm. Karaoke HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!! I'll be back on the 19th. After seeing a few of my seniors fly off. No plans yet for my holidays. [ mission impossible : Accomplished ]
~Karuna @9:56 AM
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